Disappointment

Today I called it. I withdrew Buddy from the British Riding Club Arena Eventing Championships on Friday. I’d been flip flopping in my head. And holding off for as long as I could. It wasn’t fair on the reserve, so I made the decision today.

Disappointed isn’t the word. I’m gutted. This would have been my third BRC Champs. And the first I actually felt like I deserved to be there. Rather than just making up the numbers. When we qualified last year, we put a score on the board for the team.

Buddy is so much better, but still not quite right. I’m worried if I pushed him, I’d do more damage. So as disappointed as I am, he comes first.

There will be other Championships I’m sure. There is only one Buddy…

I’ll be cheering the team on from afar. I’m sure they will be epic. I love being part of the riding club. It’s very special indeed. As I got back from walking Bert, I stopped to look at the flowers in my border. They are all as valid as each other. They all have a part to play. That’s how I see the support I’ve had since I’ve been part of Carleton Riding Club. I love it when you find your tribe.

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