After clearing my potting shed yesterday, this afternoon I sowed my first seeds. Hurrah!

I also bought some tomato, cucumber and courgette plants to get a bit ahead. They got planted too. So my greenhouse is looking a little less sparse now.

I love growing my own. There’s something magical about watching the first shoots appearing through the compost.

Home grown stuff definitely tastes better too! A little too good sometimes as they don’t always make it to the plate…

I need to start my seeds and vegetables off. I know, I’m rather behind. The fact I couldn’t get to my potting bench wasn’t helping. My shed has become a bit of a dumping ground. I’m pretty nimble, but there was no way I was clambering over it all.

So today, I tackled it and spend several hours sorting, binning and rearranging it. Think I nailed it!

Let’s just say that it’s a good job I don’t mind spiders. I had to evict several. I looked like I was early for Halloween with the amount of cobwebs I get in my hair!

I also only hit my head three times on the doorway. So I’m taking that as a big win. My shed seems to have a rather low door and I forget to duck. It’s amazing I have any brain cells left sometimes.

I found a box with old solar lights in it. Amazing how they mount up. Not a clue if any of them still work, so stuck them one of the borders to see.

Of course having spent much longer than I thought tidying, I didn’t get round to actually planting the seeds. I need to get some more seed trays as the ones I found had seen better days. So that’s tomorrow’s job…

I love the fact I have a potting shed. OK so it’s not fancy, but it makes me smile nonetheless. Now it’s tidy, it makes me smile even more.

If you know me, you know I love a bit of multi-tasking. So I’m rather pleased with myself today. I managed to combine lots of thing to make my day easier.

The Upgrade had to go to the garage for an oil and filter change. So after dropping him off, I walked up the road to the yard to do Maid Duty. On my walk back home, I booked Buddy’s saddle fitting.

When I got back home, I was just making a coffee when the garage phoned to say The Upgrade was ready. I decided to walk Bert back with me. It’s about a 30 mins walk to the garage.

I haven’t walked Bert that way before, so he was in full sniff mode. His loose lead walking has been improving. Well till a partridge flew out and he wanted to follow it.

The staff in the garage haven’t seen Bert since he was a puppy, so they were keen to see how he’s grown up.

By the time we got back, the morning had gone. But I’d ticked a few things off…

I finished the day mowing the lawn. As you do. Cause I hadn’t walked enough today. Weirdly, it was much easier walking to the garage and back than it was walking round my lawn. I really need to fill in a few Bert holes. My ankles would really thank me for that!

Well as is now the tradition, we’re all a little tired after camp. Hardly a surprise. What is a surprise is that I kept my diary clear today! Usually I manage to accidentally book it up. I’m trying to be better there and this time I succeeded.

Buddy got the day off. Bert spend most of it asleep. My poor washing machines did the most out of all of us today. Four loads later…

Thankfully the sunshine and breeze dried most of it too. I’ll take that as a win.

After Maid Duty, I came back to find Hugo asleep in the conservatory. Looks like everyone had flaked out. But me!

We’re back home after yet another brilliant training camp at Forest Edge. I need to work out how many I’ve been to there. At a rough guess, I’d say a dozen at least.

Buddy has been to lots. Bert has now been to a few. I’ve been with them both and on my own. They really are good for the soul.

This morning, we had another course jumping lesson. My biggest lightbulb moment this camp has been to keep my bottom relaxed while in the saddle. My right glut likes to get in on the act when I least expect it.

This afternoon, Buddy was very tired. So we kept it short and low key. There are still so many positives to take away from the three days, six lessons and a billion calories burned.

I rode all of the lessons in my new competition boots. They are very comfy. But definitely ‘car to bar’ boots if you get my drift. I had three lessons in my new dressage saddle. My hips are letting me know about that! It’s done wonders for my position though.

My last round of jumps felt much improved. My comfort place is to hover, so actually sitting deep in the saddle is going to take a bit of getting used to. Buddy was able to jump better as a result.

Each lessons there has been an improvement in one way or another. It’s not just about the lessons. It’s about the friendships forged over the many camps. It’s wonderful catching up with people from previous camps and meeting new people. It’s nourished my soul, brain and body. I love it when someone else feeds me.

I’m tired, but a good tired. Buddy will sleep well tonight. Bert is already asleep. I won’t be far behind.

Day two of camp and it’s been pretty much perfect. The weather has been kind (except for the sharp wind). The company has been wonderful.

Buddy got a perfect body score from the Spiller’s lady. Third time in a row! In my head, I had 630kg as his weight. He was 629kg so I was spot on. She said he’d lost a bit of muscle tone, but I expected that after giving him time off over winter.

There was a plot twist in our lessons today. Same groups, same times, same arena. Different coaches. So I got to have a jump lesson with Jo and a flat lesson with Caroline. Perfect!

Buddy was rather excited in our first lesson. It seems pole are very exciting! Who knew?! The minute they went up to jumps, he soon settled.

In our afternoon lesson, we worked on leg yield and turning. The exercise were a bit like rubbing your stomach and patting your head…

There are a pair of robins here. Each time I see one, I say ‘hello Martine’. She is always with me when I come here. It’s so lovely that they have named one of the lodges ‘Holden Lodge’ in her honour. Just perfect.

This photo made me laugh. I look like I’m embracing my inner Lemur, warming myself in the morning sunshine. It was a fresh one this morning so the sunshine was very welcome.

First day of camp done. Two good lessons too. First up course jumping. That’s a bit of a switch up for Buddy as we usually do flat first. I wasn’t sure what Buddy was going to make of that. Or which Buddy I was going to get as we know he can come out a bit all guns blazing.

I feared the worst when I asked for the first canter and he squealed. Thankfully that was the extent of his high jinx. He was happy to be jumping. It really is both of our favourite thing to do.

This afternoon, I broke out the dressage saddle for our flatwork lesson. It really has made a huge difference to our way of going. I got compliments on my position. Something I’ve been working hard on. There have been many times over the years where I have felt out of place in a flat work group. Today, I felt like we were more than deserved to be there. I could have cantered round the arena for hours. It’s so comfortable.

Funny how we get these ideas in our head sometimes…

We’re all settled in ready for camp to start tomorrow. Bert started whining the minute we turned in the gates. Buddy was most keen to get to his stable. I was very happy to see everyone too.

Honestly, it’s like a school reunion catching up with so many camper friends. I was greeting with lots of hugs. As was Bert.

He found a ‘toy’, a cup and a plastic cup. I swear he’s part-Womble. I’m not sure what the toy is, but he was very happy with himself. He carried it round the forest.

It feels so good to be back here. It really is a special place. Here’s to making more memories. Bring on the learning (and sweating).

I’ve spent a lot of today getting ready for camp. My last camp was only back in September, but it’s like my mental checklist has been erased or misplaced or something.

I think the fact that so much lives on Toby is throwing me off. With the Buddymobile, I had to take a lot of things on and off. Toby is luxurious and spacious in comparison. I kept thinking ‘where is that?’, then I remember – already packed.

I nearly forgot the dressage squares I now need being the proud owner of a fancy pants dressage saddle. It’s been a very long time since I took two saddles to camp. Let’s hope it makes a difference to my riding. Otherwise we really will look ‘all the gear’.

I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t a little apprehensive about camp. I know I will have an amazing time. With some wonderful friends. And with the Oversized Labrador and the Baby Sprocker. So where does the apprehension come from?

It was two years ago at the April camp that it became very clear that Buddy wasn’t right. That thought is always at the back of my mind. I’m not sure where our fitness levels are either. Is he fit enough for six lessons? Am I?

But there’s are normal questions. I know that whatever happens, I will improvise, adapt and overcome…

It was Bert’s first camp a year ago. That was a baptism of fire in my compact and bijoux lorry. It definitely planted the seed that I needed a bigger lorry. I made that happen too. Dear Toby came into my life at the right moment. A bit like Bert.

Of course, I wince at the moment filling Toby up. My old lorry wasn’t cheap to run either. Right now, I think we’re all wincing at the price of fuel. And everything else for that matter.

I could focus on the negatives and the downsides. Of course I could. I’m an optimistic realist. It’s pretty crap right now. But there is so much good out there too. I took Bert out for a stompy walk. I sat in the garden drinking a coffee and then did a bit of weeding.

Life is an adventure. Let’s see what happens on my next one…

We’re heading off for our first training camp of the year on Sunday so I thought I’d stock up on camp provisions.

I have feed, hay and haylage for Buddy. I have food and treats for Bert. I will be fed while I’m there. But you can never have too many snacks. Right?!

Toby is stocked up with water, sports drinks, cereal bars, crisps and other bits. One of the modules on my Centre10 course was about peak performance. I make sure Buddy is hydrated, well fed and rested. Whereas I am often over-tired, dehydrated and in a calorie-deficiency. Yet I still expect myself to be on it. And not just riding, I often forget to eat.

So this is my attempt to try and be better. Whatever I don’t use at camp, will stay on for other trips.

I’m really excited about our first camp. I know Bert will be excited to be back in the forest. Let’s hope Buddy is happy to be back too. I know he’ll enjoy the two bags of carrots I bought for him.