Weird day

I’m having a weird day today. Feeling very discombobulated. I have loads of stuff to do but I don’t seem to be able to focus.

This memory came up too. For the last 2 years there were pictures from Badminton Horse Trails. We were meant to there again this weekend. Another one of my birthday celebrations that’s been cancelled.

I know it doesn’t matter really as we’ll be there next year. I was so looking forward to celebrating my 50th birthday with everyone and now it won’t happen. Well it will but not in the same way. I’d so many plans for things to do – Badders, camp, the Suffolk Show, a big party and lots of other get togethers. None of them will happen now. I know it can’t be helped really (well that’s an interesting subject).

It makes me a bit sad. You don’t turn 50 every day! I’ve always loved my birthday and always try to make it special. I’m sure it’ll be special, just not the way I planned. I’ll just have to have a year of celebrations instead.

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