Crying

I’ve cried more this year than I have in any other. I’m pretty sure about that. I’m not a cryer. I’m not very good at it. I’d love to be one of those movie cryers with a tear rolling down my cheek. But no, I am a very messy cryer. You know the type – all snot, weird breathing and red puffy face. Maybe that’s why I don’t cry very often. It’s exhausting. Today I’m crying again. The house feels out of kilter with only one cat. Neither Nero or I can settle. We’re both wandering about a bit lost. I look a right sight (again the joy of lockdown is no-one can see me).

I’m crying for what’s happened this year. I’m crying for what could have been. I’m crying cause I feel like I’ve had my fair share so far.

I did do something productive though. My first Zoom Pilates session. As it’s such a glorious day, I took my mat out into the patio. This was the view as I lay on my back. #norfolkskies

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